why??

Aikz....its seems lik all thing change fast...wat should i do now??lost myself gain..lolx...hope not to bother this kind of thing anymore la...

This few weeks sumore will become busy week for me...no motivation no initiatives to study...when i can gain back y study mood??i dont really wan to dissapoint my parent la..

Hope i can be more responsible n have more better time concept...

MUZ change man~~jia you TT

far from bhind d

Oh my goodness,times flied fast...its alr week 8 if started counted on next monday..i stil nt yet touch any book yet la..week 14 going to final...its seem very soon n sooner...i abit scared..scared dissapoint my parent lik form 4 n 5..aikz..old pattern..please dont come out~~

Today i feel quite sienz...go back tot can happy go chi leung court v fren n tot can meet someone coincidentally..aikz..manatau..satu orang pergi...luckily stil got some closed fren at there chit chat...i feel lazy to change my shoes when reached there..its damn lazy...

Tml wanna fast fast reload ar...my digi no...erm..hopefully tml can wake up at 7 la..if not ..joe way i feel sorry to you la.hahaah....i hope v can win too..on har...got 5 on 5 v go play..haha

Erm erm...last week quite busy v my own stuff but not study..lol...dont know wat was i doin...my poor time management...i need someone tat can motivate me la..please god..

Okie tat all for today..................wheee~~~~~~~~~~~~

Yeah..i m back after been disappeared for many months...blogging is quite nice actually..recently i had changed alot..its more to negative..getting lazier n lazier..i need to catch back my soul my heart to study d...no more time for me to procrastinate anymore...i m left bhind for all the subjects now..abit scared but sometimes the tiredness made me lazy..

At here i wan to say sorry for all my fren bcoz i always being late after promise u on tat time...tis problem is making me headache..aikz...hope i can changed as soon as possible...hmm..'study hard work hard play hard'.T.T theory
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At here i also wan share v u all tat i recently noe a fren..her name is ......lolx...everytime everday emoing..no wonder la IQ quite low.....hahahaha...oops..no offence ya..juz cakap cakap..but den she is good n strong enough..hope she everyday also be happy.................

that's all

haih

I found now i m bit abnormal d..sometimes i m lik very happy..sometimes suddenly bcome so sad...anyone can lend me ur shoulder ...hard to breath sometimes....

Today i asked her....but ...my computer spoilt in a sudden..i dint get anything or any answer from her...again...waiting n waiting...is this fate??dont care...juz let it be

Juz let it be....@nything..

Long time didnt update my blog d....haha....stil rember last year i stil in Ns..quite enjoyed at there...hope the time can freeze there...haha.miss them much^^

Straight to the point...this few weeks....i was lik struggling with some problems...long time doesnt have this tis of problem..its been two years...feel lik hard to breathe sometimes...every night i cannot slp well...its getting serious n serious..how??wat shud i do??

Blogging is very nice...sometimes feel relieve to type in all my problem at here....for now..i think i cannot think too much anymore...life is stil going on...i cannot keep stay on the origin point....without any initiatives...how can boost up my self....

It's time to me dont care so much..i got my own life style...my frenz also...thuan tee..i need to buck up d...exam is around the corner alr....add oil for myself^^

Aza AZa FighThinG!!!!

i need u...

This few days....strong feeling have came gain...urgh...hard to cope v it....it's such a long time i doesnt have tis kind of feeling...haih.....dont know wat to write la....ish..

As a conclusion, i needa her

Headache day..lolx

Well its such a long time i dint upload my blog....due to my laziness n many reasons...ahaha....but i ll upload as soon as possible if there is spceial things happen to me....okay...straight to the point.....now

Yday i went take spm cert v isis chong khang wei n geow....its quite enjoyable although v lik one week meet up once...lolx...at 1st i called geow n he said he ll nt coming wan...but i manatau he appeared in pejabat when i met v them...lolx...oh ya....i also met v my one very good NS fren...wow....now he so leng zai d...lolx......erm..n some of my juniors in librarian n kadet polis...

After tat v went to Kp MCD to had our lunch....very worth v the mcvalue meals...haha..den met v abdullah them coincidentally..ahaa...chong was funny yday...he keep telling us wad "commando''...lolx...all listen until very high...ish...den v went to pool..quite enjoyable..

At nite me geow n chong went bah kut teh v isis's fren....manatau her fren brought wan fren come to 'xiong tai''make us lik separated v them...macam dua kumpulan although in the same table...after had our dinner den only v noe the 'uncle' tulan bcoz v went there...so they canceled off therir plan to i-city n straight way went back...wtf!!orang macam tu pun ada...tap pa...v can go also wad...go driver chong..haha..erm...quite ss in i-city lo...haha...photo ll upload by isis as soon as possible...wahaha....after go back online n chat..lolx

Den today straight way tak leh tahan...headache...luckily got spare medicine to makan...aboh...sinez...okie la..goin chee house for assignment...

have a nice day frenssss~~

yesh !i am missing her..

Today 1.04 am 7 jan..i m missing u again..dont know why..tat kind of feeling is weird..omg...wat i m gonna do??ish...exam coming round soon....add some oil to me la wei....cant asleep..needa study lot so tat i can pass.....

Exam u tis spoiler in my life..go to hell wei!!i dont wan to c u after 4 years later...if i meet u up..u noe wat i m goona do v u d lar...hiak hiak hiak..

Haha..see some series 1st..aftet tat continue my books n notes..shit!

come now come now...Emmauel..

Wohooo...today i was so happy....1stly i went wedding party v my father....in sekinchan weii...damn far la...i woke up at 11 den go there around 11 smtg d...i think we were the earliest arrived in the restoran...after few minutes.....many of the people were coming d...

WAh...the most horrible things was they were so good in drinking liquor....keep pour for me n my father...大了喝一点不用紧。。。lol...kena boom...but keeping pouring on my glss also..cannot dont wan drink wan...deng...

After tat...i was drove back v my father car while my father slp bside me...lol....it was a long journey.....den reached home at 8 smtg...prepared all the things den i came back to kl d...1stly was so tired...den i go drink some "tong sui"...

After came back...i was keeping listening this song...den trying to fantasize....u all noe which song??
"OH COME OH COME EMMAUEL"...is a seductive song..felt so high after listened it...

O come, o come emmanuel
I'm missing you, waiting for you spare.
Without You in my heart I will fade.
I rather your love is still there.

1.O come, o come emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
2.O come, o come emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
3.O come, o come emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell


O Come, O Come Emmanuel
I'm dreaming of you (super) natural high
The thought of you is making me shine
And filling me with love till live

1.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
2.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
3.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
4.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
5.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
6.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell `

my F@ult?

Today.actually chat v quite happy v a fren..but dont know y suddenly feel dissapointed...izit my fault??

Actually wat shud i do now??im wondering...the problem keep wandering on my mind.scared..im scared now..

Hope she is happy now.god bless her ................tat's wat i can do now~~

oh no..my eye..

Haih..sad...yesterday shud no go for basketball wan..haih...now my eye is damn painful...help me le...

The story began v yesterday...i play v uncle team..den when i rebound.dont know which fella hand hit my eye...my eye my eyebrow there bleeding...damn la...very pain le...1stly something is blocking my view...but i did cope v the pain to play ....den after sometimes..i felt some relief...luckily...so i went lim teh v fren also..

Lik usual..i fetch my fren all..nissan sunny v five passenger..pek chek..haha...drive drive..after reached shi yan house..really beh tahan..the light of the car made my eye very pain..keep flowing the tears out..realyl make my eye pain..den shi yan drive there...zzz....whole journey to there he kao pe my car..my car got wat wrong???haih..

Yesterday shud nt lim teh until so late wan...when v drive back.weik it called us said his car cannot start..haih..drive back to c it.luckiy master yong take his dont know wat wire charge v his car to weikit car.finaly it worked.hoho.den i fetch all ppl back..reach home mostly two am..waliu...kai hwang can u faster get a license n fetch me??hah

My eye..when it ll be recovered??wondering.............................whee~~

being lonely is miserable

It's been a long time dint upload anypost...not i m busy..it was tis times very lazy..dont know y!!haha.n dont have any special thing to post up..oh ya!!fri went pc fair..saw a lot of leng lui..but juz can c...whee~hah

Started from sunday..my roomate din come back alr..he said ll not slp at here for one week....one person gain...haih...sad le...wat can i do???another fella said wan august come in..but until now..stil say ll give me ans soon..haih....do he know the rental is so expensive for us??if he dont wish to come juz tel le.haih....felt so lonely...simply think many thing nowsaday..hah~

This few day i felt lik very frustrated...nothing i can do..n dont want to do anything...since when i become lidat...i must change...muz cherish every moment..coz every sec every minute is gold..i cant waste the time anymore...i being far away from other alr...i muz work harder to exceed..wat can i do???study hard..work hard...

Yesterday chat v one of my ns frenz...i think she is very hardworking n good in arrange her time..she got the determination to do smtg...i really wish i can same as her....haih....confused wat sure i do now?wat i wanna do??

From economic perspective..slacking more time declining..haih...jia you to all my fren..i think final is arround the corner..add oil!!gambatte for me..i wanna make sure i can do it??who can any"lubang' for job??

LAST MINUTES.whee~~

I cant count how many times i did last minutes work alr...everytime i told myself not to do last minutes work...at last....it happens again n again...it's really make me frustrated in my life...i m starting lost my aim n ambition in my life....im doubted~~

Today..tml will be my exam alr..i stil doin the same things.last minutes.i started study at ten smtg..but i juz can get 20% of it only.how could i wish to pass my test??i scare afraid.....i dont wan to fail my subject...i dont know how to say alr..hard to describe my feelings now....y i couldnt change??i wondering..........

My frens all changed to hardworking n always do their tutorial.bt me...slacking..procrastinating...wat i m doin...sometimes...i really hate myself...y i couldnt prepare earlier....i started fed up give up......victory n success is goin far n far ways from me..when can i get them??my mind full of suspicious.....

How?wat?when i shud start to change myself??i need to succeed my ambition..haih~~~in a darkness .whee~~stree up in a midnite....

I'm back!!

It's been a long time i dint blogging..cz i busying v my stuff.sorry to all my reader ya!!!i ll update it often as i can lo..hehe.....erm.let's talk bout Agro bank 1st...finally i had did an ATM card for Agro bank..tat's mean i can dispense my money out to give back my brother .hoho...finally done one thing!!stil have ptptn stuff.headache la..need buy wad pin code..walao a...apa ni.troublesome~~

It's really busy life in college..y my frenz all semm lik very enjoyable??i everytime scared i failed my test!!add math la wei...whee~~damn it!!!erm..my mom finallly changed his phone after 8 years used it!!hoho.she changed to an advanced phone..touch screen sumore!!!i alsocan c she seem very happy also!!!tat saturday..me my bro n her gf n mommy went chose together,,,at 1st v choose the c905..if im not mistaken..but it's keeping got problem!!!so no choice..choose tat tocuh screen wan..but rather good than mine wan..(black n white).haha...

Today..i felt my relationship v my college fren became good n good!!haha..happy le...if not everytime i also one person eat la.wad also always one person..aikz...chin yung n khang wei everytime teman i eat in tbr nia...zzzz...i wan go work!!iwan get a new phone ...argh~~~sakit kepala v all those stuff!!i need chase the time to learn those thing..very rush le...i need 一首歌的时间 to rest on~~whee~~


Phone Money Study Guitar!!!i'm coming to u all!!!hoho...sumore one BASKETBALL!!yea~~

To all my classmate..jia you in week 9 exam ya!!!

stupid m3~whee~~

Hah.today i went group discussion v my IA group mates...there is two indian boy..they was funny always..Yoges n Munis..hehe...tis morning actually i was late alr wan.but the two fella late than me....hah!!den yoges asked me to draw logo.after i draw actually i have nothing to do alr...juz waited.cz weak in IA.........whee~~.sorry if i help nothing lo...

Erm..after one hour i went back home.....zzz..there happened a stupid case when in my house....i was so nervous to do all my stuff....one hour left to go for english class...after prepared all...den..........smtg happened..i left my key inside my room while my room i had locked it!!!damn shit la wei.....

I faster suft youtube 'how to open locked key' n many la................funny right??haha..wat to do...den the next i got an idea...i tried to opened v scissor...i saw the key profession done tis be4..shit la~~~wheeeeeeeeeeeee~~~y i counld'nt open also wan.the lock also goin spoilt alr....den i tried to open v opposite way..dok!!it unlocked..hoho...faster packed all my thing ran to bus stop..cz it's alr 4..my class started at 330....luckily i went to skol..bcoz today was journal writting...title is 'the last day in earth'wat would i do??'so hard..simply wrote den i passed up alr..haha

After tat.basketball time...as usual i invited my bro chin yung khang wei.....den at 1st play until very good wan..after 4 round..v were lose...zzzz~~~waited almost 30 minutes.the fellas said they alr booko the bkb court...wth???straight way to point la....haha..a stupid fella asked my brother
'u played any competition be4'..that wan sure foul la'zzzz~~o0o.foul.my brother jumped den he tried to dribble trough my bro but failed said foul..my GOD la wei~~~nonsense la..noob plz admit la..i m wondering how he could improve in future????somore arrogant~~~sienz alr!!!

K la that's all..bb!!muaxzzzzzz

1st time group discussion v group mates!

Talked bout yday bit..really sienz wan...woei chuan laptop cant connected to network...so he wan borrowed my destop...it's okay nvm...but he very annoyed wan..zzz..wanna borrow also be polite bit la..somemore so kao pek toward me..i watched drama half he said wan use...damn sienz lo lik tat...aikz!!but nvm la..fren room mates...wat to do??

Erm..today i got a very 1st group discussion v my group mates to complete the folio..hehe....1st time i felt i so commited to it!!haha...after our microeconomic...i went took my lunch v chin yung 1st...den i quickly rushed to skol library bcoz im late bout 10 minutes alr...den reached library after 10 minutes..tot sure get ....mana tau i turned turned dint c anyone..called geno..he off his phone for 1st...

The next ten minutes..he replied me...reached alr...n we both waited for intan n k sheng....i called intan she told me she was in citc...zzzz..v not agree to discuss in library de meh??haha.den wait wait v finally start when 1050 lik tat....v used geno laptop!!geno left after half an hour bcoz got meeting..k sheng went found some information...while me n intan keep searching for more information about keberkesanan rukun tetangga..who got d information can tel me boh???hard to find la..

I think geno rush here n there got two times..whole body sweating.aikz!!!v stayed up until 2 50 n dismissed...haha!!finally le...nola.kidding ya...hehe..quite happy bcoz v goin to finish soon..wowo...the spirit of cooperation!!tat amazing!!!later need play bkb v my bro n ah yung alr!!!k la..that's all for today

Muackz...love u all n miss u my frenz!!!hope v go victoria station one day mayb chee~~bye birthday!!

My fight fish lose in struggling....

Aikz....today i intended to change water for my fight fish wan....huh??y all the colour change to white alr wan???omg !!i guess it was trying to struggle alr..its the time for it to go!!!so..i stil change the water for it..wow.i really hope it can lik be4 so colourful le!!

After tat..when i was playing computer juz now..suddenly i heard a sound.'pomp'..den my heart guess it alr gone la..i faster went to c it..finally.it's really dead..i sad for awhile juz now..my fish tat companied me for few month...now bit can not used to it..coz be4 i ll feed it at morning n nite wan.but now..aikz.sad sad!!no more no more no more o o o o o

Is late.time to go bed!!bye everyone!!

1st time!!

Today i awoke from my bed...i felt my head is so giddy..oh..cant attend my lecture class n tutorial class for today alr....damn la wei...really very suffer alot when a person is headache...so my main point is i dint attend to class..tis s my 1st time dint go to collefe after one month at here...i also dont know wat shud i do..those ktar senior tat noe can teach me onot??

Actually yday i planned to consult for doctor wan...cz yday i was 'cirit birit' n headache alr..so i tot after eat some medicine tat remain be4 can cure so i cancelled my intention....now i stil have bit suffer from my headache...damn la wei..izit setapah clinic very expensive..shud i consult for doctor???two more day my exam is coming..quite worry bout it..my fren said if fail den u can bungkus balik rumah alr wan...aikz...sumore sick now..cannot study...wat a hapless day ma..

Touch something about yday...yday my fren was forgot to bring his e sprit bag after v ate our dinner at mamak stall..haha.after one hour later .he was trying to find his bag..tat time only rember he might put in mamak stall.so v all companied him go mamak find it..luckily it was found..thank god!!!haha..but he stil very stingy lik tat..cz v asked him treat us eat...damn la wei!!tis kind of fren...haha..(kidding)

Tat's all for today la..thank for ur time for those c my blog...

Guey~~

Actually i was planned to write blog yday wan...coz yday had a meaningful n 'sporty' day...haha....it was lik tat wan....i woke up at 11 smtg den prepared den went mahmudah meet v guey guey n kadet yday...wow~long time no c la wei...haha..although u stil remain unchanged..haha....

Then v craping around chit chtting....after tat..dont know who gave the suggestion...'let's v go lit wei hse'..so after tat v went there lo..bkt jelutong lo..so far man..used NKVE..walao le..i noe u all rich ppl..all smart tag o touch n go...i stil need to queue n pay for the tol..haha..after tat i was get lost n i went stadium shah alam...haha..damn la wei..petrol no need money meh.walao a...they explained tat they see wrong car n tot i was following them although the car was others..damn it..haha

Reached lit wei hse ..v play some sports..hoho..ping pong..long time no play la wei since i back from ns..hehe..play play play den i went back aorunf 4..although is was so tiring to drive there..but is worth la..kadet long time no gather lik at alr...uushh!!

Today pula...i went skol at 830 n the lecture supposed start at 8 oclock awan..manatau.the lecturer also late..stil need to wait him..ish~~~today ntg special also..juz accidently met v geow geow clement n lao beh..haha.....den i was slpt at the library for an hour man...today dont know y it was so tired...the eyes ll close by itself wan...after the english class.i went back home v classmates lo...hehe..get closer v my frenz alr..hohoho

Nitez i went dinner v chuan n ns frenz ..he called wei ker...den v went cc afterward...today chuan suddenly said dont wan go le..straight way balik tidur..supried la me..hehe.....after i went wei ker hse..den balik online n dota lo for half hour..now i m typing the blog v tired body..gosh~~slping time....okie la..tat's all for me.although some is nothing special..but i hope u all ll staytuned ya!!!!

To all my dear fren..add oil for ur future!!!chiong ar!!!

dying....

Today i was made a decision..make me felt very depressed n sad...but wat to do with.i juz can make tis decision although tat is very hurting..my heart also pain la wei!!!dont know y..mayb ppl said when the age is growing ..the problem v face ll become more n more n more n more....sometimes i ll stand at the T junction...lost myself at there..dont know wat shud i do with...argh...it's really hardly to bear v those problem tat i face it..but life is stil goin on...i ll try my best to kill all those problem wan!!!

In a moody n depressed condition!!damn it..hate tis kind of feeling