haih

I found now i m bit abnormal d..sometimes i m lik very happy..sometimes suddenly bcome so sad...anyone can lend me ur shoulder ...hard to breath sometimes....

Today i asked her....but ...my computer spoilt in a sudden..i dint get anything or any answer from her...again...waiting n waiting...is this fate??dont care...juz let it be

Juz let it be....@nything..

Long time didnt update my blog d....haha....stil rember last year i stil in Ns..quite enjoyed at there...hope the time can freeze there...haha.miss them much^^

Straight to the point...this few weeks....i was lik struggling with some problems...long time doesnt have this tis of problem..its been two years...feel lik hard to breathe sometimes...every night i cannot slp well...its getting serious n serious..how??wat shud i do??

Blogging is very nice...sometimes feel relieve to type in all my problem at here....for now..i think i cannot think too much anymore...life is stil going on...i cannot keep stay on the origin point....without any initiatives...how can boost up my self....

It's time to me dont care so much..i got my own life style...my frenz also...thuan tee..i need to buck up d...exam is around the corner alr....add oil for myself^^

Aza AZa FighThinG!!!!

i need u...

This few days....strong feeling have came gain...urgh...hard to cope v it....it's such a long time i doesnt have tis kind of feeling...haih.....dont know wat to write la....ish..

As a conclusion, i needa her

Headache day..lolx

Well its such a long time i dint upload my blog....due to my laziness n many reasons...ahaha....but i ll upload as soon as possible if there is spceial things happen to me....okay...straight to the point.....now

Yday i went take spm cert v isis chong khang wei n geow....its quite enjoyable although v lik one week meet up once...lolx...at 1st i called geow n he said he ll nt coming wan...but i manatau he appeared in pejabat when i met v them...lolx...oh ya....i also met v my one very good NS fren...wow....now he so leng zai d...lolx......erm..n some of my juniors in librarian n kadet polis...

After tat v went to Kp MCD to had our lunch....very worth v the mcvalue meals...haha..den met v abdullah them coincidentally..ahaa...chong was funny yday...he keep telling us wad "commando''...lolx...all listen until very high...ish...den v went to pool..quite enjoyable..

At nite me geow n chong went bah kut teh v isis's fren....manatau her fren brought wan fren come to 'xiong tai''make us lik separated v them...macam dua kumpulan although in the same table...after had our dinner den only v noe the 'uncle' tulan bcoz v went there...so they canceled off therir plan to i-city n straight way went back...wtf!!orang macam tu pun ada...tap pa...v can go also wad...go driver chong..haha..erm...quite ss in i-city lo...haha...photo ll upload by isis as soon as possible...wahaha....after go back online n chat..lolx

Den today straight way tak leh tahan...headache...luckily got spare medicine to makan...aboh...sinez...okie la..goin chee house for assignment...

have a nice day frenssss~~

yesh !i am missing her..

Today 1.04 am 7 jan..i m missing u again..dont know why..tat kind of feeling is weird..omg...wat i m gonna do??ish...exam coming round soon....add some oil to me la wei....cant asleep..needa study lot so tat i can pass.....

Exam u tis spoiler in my life..go to hell wei!!i dont wan to c u after 4 years later...if i meet u up..u noe wat i m goona do v u d lar...hiak hiak hiak..

Haha..see some series 1st..aftet tat continue my books n notes..shit!

come now come now...Emmauel..

Wohooo...today i was so happy....1stly i went wedding party v my father....in sekinchan weii...damn far la...i woke up at 11 den go there around 11 smtg d...i think we were the earliest arrived in the restoran...after few minutes.....many of the people were coming d...

WAh...the most horrible things was they were so good in drinking liquor....keep pour for me n my father...大了喝一点不用紧。。。lol...kena boom...but keeping pouring on my glss also..cannot dont wan drink wan...deng...

After tat...i was drove back v my father car while my father slp bside me...lol....it was a long journey.....den reached home at 8 smtg...prepared all the things den i came back to kl d...1stly was so tired...den i go drink some "tong sui"...

After came back...i was keeping listening this song...den trying to fantasize....u all noe which song??
"OH COME OH COME EMMAUEL"...is a seductive song..felt so high after listened it...

O come, o come emmanuel
I'm missing you, waiting for you spare.
Without You in my heart I will fade.
I rather your love is still there.

1.O come, o come emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
2.O come, o come emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
3.O come, o come emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell


O Come, O Come Emmanuel
I'm dreaming of you (super) natural high
The thought of you is making me shine
And filling me with love till live

1.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
2.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
3.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
4.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
5.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
6.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell `

my F@ult?

Today.actually chat v quite happy v a fren..but dont know y suddenly feel dissapointed...izit my fault??

Actually wat shud i do now??im wondering...the problem keep wandering on my mind.scared..im scared now..

Hope she is happy now.god bless her ................tat's wat i can do now~~