Headache day..lolx

Well its such a long time i dint upload my blog....due to my laziness n many reasons...ahaha....but i ll upload as soon as possible if there is spceial things happen to me....okay...straight to the point.....now

Yday i went take spm cert v isis chong khang wei n geow....its quite enjoyable although v lik one week meet up once...lolx...at 1st i called geow n he said he ll nt coming wan...but i manatau he appeared in pejabat when i met v them...lolx...oh ya....i also met v my one very good NS fren...wow....now he so leng zai d...lolx......erm..n some of my juniors in librarian n kadet polis...

After tat v went to Kp MCD to had our lunch....very worth v the mcvalue meals...haha..den met v abdullah them coincidentally..ahaa...chong was funny yday...he keep telling us wad "commando''...lolx...all listen until very high...ish...den v went to pool..quite enjoyable..

At nite me geow n chong went bah kut teh v isis's fren....manatau her fren brought wan fren come to 'xiong tai''make us lik separated v them...macam dua kumpulan although in the same table...after had our dinner den only v noe the 'uncle' tulan bcoz v went there...so they canceled off therir plan to i-city n straight way went back...wtf!!orang macam tu pun ada...tap pa...v can go also wad...go driver chong..haha..erm...quite ss in i-city lo...haha...photo ll upload by isis as soon as possible...wahaha....after go back online n chat..lolx

Den today straight way tak leh tahan...headache...luckily got spare medicine to makan...aboh...sinez...okie la..goin chee house for assignment...

have a nice day frenssss~~

yesh !i am missing her..

Today 1.04 am 7 jan..i m missing u again..dont know why..tat kind of feeling is weird..omg...wat i m gonna do??ish...exam coming round soon....add some oil to me la wei....cant asleep..needa study lot so tat i can pass.....

Exam u tis spoiler in my life..go to hell wei!!i dont wan to c u after 4 years later...if i meet u up..u noe wat i m goona do v u d lar...hiak hiak hiak..

Haha..see some series 1st..aftet tat continue my books n notes..shit!

come now come now...Emmauel..

Wohooo...today i was so happy....1stly i went wedding party v my father....in sekinchan weii...damn far la...i woke up at 11 den go there around 11 smtg d...i think we were the earliest arrived in the restoran...after few minutes.....many of the people were coming d...

WAh...the most horrible things was they were so good in drinking liquor....keep pour for me n my father...大了喝一点不用紧。。。lol...kena boom...but keeping pouring on my glss also..cannot dont wan drink wan...deng...

After tat...i was drove back v my father car while my father slp bside me...lol....it was a long journey.....den reached home at 8 smtg...prepared all the things den i came back to kl d...1stly was so tired...den i go drink some "tong sui"...

After came back...i was keeping listening this song...den trying to fantasize....u all noe which song??
"OH COME OH COME EMMAUEL"...is a seductive song..felt so high after listened it...

O come, o come emmanuel
I'm missing you, waiting for you spare.
Without You in my heart I will fade.
I rather your love is still there.

1.O come, o come emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
2.O come, o come emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
3.O come, o come emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell


O Come, O Come Emmanuel
I'm dreaming of you (super) natural high
The thought of you is making me shine
And filling me with love till live

1.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
2.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
3.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
4.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
5.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell
6.Come now, Come now Emmanuel
I'm waiting for your hypnotizing spell `

my F@ult?

Today.actually chat v quite happy v a fren..but dont know y suddenly feel dissapointed...izit my fault??

Actually wat shud i do now??im wondering...the problem keep wandering on my mind.scared..im scared now..

Hope she is happy now.god bless her ................tat's wat i can do now~~

oh no..my eye..

Haih..sad...yesterday shud no go for basketball wan..haih...now my eye is damn painful...help me le...

The story began v yesterday...i play v uncle team..den when i rebound.dont know which fella hand hit my eye...my eye my eyebrow there bleeding...damn la...very pain le...1stly something is blocking my view...but i did cope v the pain to play ....den after sometimes..i felt some relief...luckily...so i went lim teh v fren also..

Lik usual..i fetch my fren all..nissan sunny v five passenger..pek chek..haha...drive drive..after reached shi yan house..really beh tahan..the light of the car made my eye very pain..keep flowing the tears out..realyl make my eye pain..den shi yan drive there...zzz....whole journey to there he kao pe my car..my car got wat wrong???haih..

Yesterday shud nt lim teh until so late wan...when v drive back.weik it called us said his car cannot start..haih..drive back to c it.luckiy master yong take his dont know wat wire charge v his car to weikit car.finaly it worked.hoho.den i fetch all ppl back..reach home mostly two am..waliu...kai hwang can u faster get a license n fetch me??hah

My eye..when it ll be recovered??wondering.............................whee~~

being lonely is miserable

It's been a long time dint upload anypost...not i m busy..it was tis times very lazy..dont know y!!haha.n dont have any special thing to post up..oh ya!!fri went pc fair..saw a lot of leng lui..but juz can c...whee~hah

Started from sunday..my roomate din come back alr..he said ll not slp at here for one week....one person gain...haih...sad le...wat can i do???another fella said wan august come in..but until now..stil say ll give me ans soon..haih....do he know the rental is so expensive for us??if he dont wish to come juz tel le.haih....felt so lonely...simply think many thing nowsaday..hah~

This few day i felt lik very frustrated...nothing i can do..n dont want to do anything...since when i become lidat...i must change...muz cherish every moment..coz every sec every minute is gold..i cant waste the time anymore...i being far away from other alr...i muz work harder to exceed..wat can i do???study hard..work hard...

Yesterday chat v one of my ns frenz...i think she is very hardworking n good in arrange her time..she got the determination to do smtg...i really wish i can same as her....haih....confused wat sure i do now?wat i wanna do??

From economic perspective..slacking more time declining..haih...jia you to all my fren..i think final is arround the corner..add oil!!gambatte for me..i wanna make sure i can do it??who can any"lubang' for job??

LAST MINUTES.whee~~

I cant count how many times i did last minutes work alr...everytime i told myself not to do last minutes work...at last....it happens again n again...it's really make me frustrated in my life...i m starting lost my aim n ambition in my life....im doubted~~

Today..tml will be my exam alr..i stil doin the same things.last minutes.i started study at ten smtg..but i juz can get 20% of it only.how could i wish to pass my test??i scare afraid.....i dont wan to fail my subject...i dont know how to say alr..hard to describe my feelings now....y i couldnt change??i wondering..........

My frens all changed to hardworking n always do their tutorial.bt me...slacking..procrastinating...wat i m doin...sometimes...i really hate myself...y i couldnt prepare earlier....i started fed up give up......victory n success is goin far n far ways from me..when can i get them??my mind full of suspicious.....

How?wat?when i shud start to change myself??i need to succeed my ambition..haih~~~in a darkness .whee~~stree up in a midnite....